la liberté d'expression

Sitting in this empty room with a dark blue light above me?   psychedelic !! ...  I feel lost & lightheaded probably cuz I got up a few mins ago. So I'm on Facebook right now, and I'm seeing lots of people saying "last day of college". I'm seeing loads of farewell pictures. I was there last in the same situation not too long ago, maybe around 8 months back, and then life happened - got a job.  Why am I so drowsy today, I feel drunk, even though I didn't drink. Maybe it's time I celebrate with some scotch? Oh, maybe vodka? The walls are holding me back, it's like a stare-down, but I can't help it. It's bringing me back to reality, not letting me escape into the wild.  If I had an option to go back and forth to Mars using time travel that would be perfecto suplexo. But I cannot. Sniff. I need to find a place where there are other silly humans like me, who I can dine & be fine with & then make merry. I'm listening to musi...

Without A Doubt ..... 1. without a doubt , ill meet my friends this week 2 ill sms them everyday or keep in touch more often 3 ill play my xbox twice a week 4 ill watch my favorite tv serials this week. 5 ill reduce my fat tummy and strt working out 6 ill buy a new pair of headphones for my puter 7 ill clean my room 8 ill be less lazier, work more harder ... <-- LOL 9 ill get a girlfriend 10 ----------- more , so much more Dayumm, would you look at that. Without a doubt i promise myself day in and out to do all these things , But i never find time in my life . Somehow if i'm lucky and if god thinks i deserve it , i get a Sunday off like today . But im so freaggin tired & i don't want to get up . No do i  want to meet anyone . Why ? ... probably cuz i just want to sit , think , sit and think some more and just laze around watching tv or dreaming life is right now full of shit i don't have ...

Back here again , with not so much of time on my hands ... but im writing so i can fill this blog with something productive for people to read and be inspired lolx . The past month and the current one has really been difficult for me . Im going through alot of stuff right now , and at the age of 22 i was not really expecting to get white hair this quick , or to undergo so much of pressure in one shot .Something like TEQUILA , excepts tequila gets better with every shot you take . "Can i retire ? ? Hello is anyone listening " Anyhow, my ipod was lying idle and i guess i was using it more as an external storage for data rather than using it for music, which apparently it was made for . So i got these awesome pair of jvc headphones and i decide to pick my ipod once again and download some music onto and fire it up in my ear . I have over 150 songs , well not much . I know your'll have more than me, so i don't want to boast . But that's besides the point ...

Goodevening viewers . I dont know why im here , but im here . Hmmm lets see ... i started this blog , drifted away and im back again ? Do i just want to fill up this empty place ? ? ? Im not a good story teller or writer but i guess then again i just want to pen down my views . Yay : ) So if not regularly i think i should put something down here even if no one is reading .If you are , then you deserve a badge of honour . Im tired , im stressed out , im going to die ... Work is killing me ... , physically . . . like a dagger to your heart . But somehow i take my ipod listen to some good music , gets me in the mood (a bit) and somehow i manage to survive for the day . I dont want to take much of your precious time telling you about my worries , im just here to make you read ( if you can) and help you get through to worser times . Dont get me wrong , IM NOT YOUR COUNCELLOR , im a human sitting in a computer chair , just like YOU , giving you free advice .Well the advice might be 2 cents b...